sai na tantance a cikin dubunai na za?o maka ita, saida safe."

Lumshe idanu yayi ya sauke wayar daga kunnenshi yana ayyana Lallai shima abinda ya zo masa a rai kenan, amma ganin an shiga ?angarenta yasa kuma tunaninshi karkata ta wata sigar, amma ba komai, koma wanene da shi yake zancen, zai nuna masa ya samu sau)?i da yardar Allah, da kam baya da tunanin yi mata komai a yau, amma yanzun nan tunaninshi ya sauya.


Saida ya tabbatar ya rufe kuma ya kashe komai kafin ya koma ??akin, rufewa yayi da makulli ya kashe wutar ya matsa gaban gadon ya kunna siririn haske, doguwar rigarshi ya cire ya ratayata kan kujerar dake kusan gadon zaman mutum ??aya sannan ya )?arasa gaban Saleema dake ta sharar baccinta.

Hannaye yasa cimak ya ??agata sama, a take ta nu??a idanunta a saman rufin ??akin, tabbas a sama take kuma wani ne ya ??agata, ai da sauri ta zunbulo )?afafunta tana neman durkowa kasa, tsam ya sake ri)?e kasan )?afafunta daf da cinyoyinta sannan ya rumgumata jikinshi ya furta "Shiiiiii!"

A ??an rikice idanunta a tsatsaye tace "Da girmana za ka ??auke, saukeni zan iya tafiya."

Tsaf ya direta kan gadon yana kallon fuskarta, a lokacin ita kuma ta ga a yanayin da yake, da mugun )?arfi ta ha??a kanta da gwiwa a ranta ta shiga karanta "Inna lillahi wa'inna ilaihi raju'un! Hasbunallahu wa ni'imal wakil."

Ba kaya fa a jikinshi, kai! Dama haka sarkin yake? Ko dai ba'a masa na??in ba har yanzu? Ta ya sarki guda zai tsaya gabanta a haka? Kai da sake gaskiya, a zabure ta sake ??ago kai ta kalleshi sannan ta kalli hannunshi dake cire mata hijabin jikinta, a tsorace ta kalli fuskarshi tana sako da hawaye tace "Yalla?ai me kake yi haka?"

Yatsa ya sake dorawa a la??enshi yace "Shiiiii!"

Sai kuma ya zauna bakin gadon yana kallon fuskarta cikin nutsuwa yace "Zan iya tambayarki *zam-zam*?"

Da sauri ta kalleshi jin ya ambaci zam-zam, sai dai dake a rikice take bata fahimci suna ne ya kirata da shi ba, ??aga masa kai kawai tayi alamar e, )?afafunta dake kan gadon ya shiga shafawa har sai yayi kamar zai zura hannun cikin rigarta sai kuma ya sake yo )?asa yana fa??in "Na san kin yi karatu, sannan kin san abubuwa dayawa, kuma ma a yadda na ke jin Ummina tana yabanki, na san kin iya wankan tsarki, zam-zam ke yanzu matar aure ce, ni ban ta?a aure ba sai wannan karan, ke ma kuma haka..."

Numfashi ya ja da )?arfi ya sauke alamar maganar ta masa tsayi kafin ya ??ora da" Ban san komai a harkar nan ba, idan kika nutsu shine zan san yadda zan bi dake ba tare da na cutar dake ba, idan kuma ba kya ra'ayi banda niyyar matsa miki, sai na barki har sanda kika ji zaki iya sauke nauyin dake kanki."

A tsorace sosai ta kalleshi jikinta tuni ya ??auki makyarkyata na tunanin wannan lamari kawai, ba wai bata san da wannan abun dake faruwa tsakanin mace da namiji ba, sai dai wayewarta da rashin zuwa makaranta da kuma rashin )?awaye masu ido tsakar kai yasa ba ta da sani sosai a kanshi, ita dai ta san idan ya risketa kawai za ta kasance mai zubawa sarautar Allah ido ne da kuma mi)?a wuyanta. Hakan yasa ba ta ce dashi komai ba saidai kanta na sadde )?asa jikinta na daukar ??umi da rawa.

A nutse ya sake haurawa kan gadon ya kwanta tare da jawota jikinshi ya ??ora kanta a )?irjinshi, cikin dubara da nutsuwa da sanin ta kamata da kuma aiki da ilimi ya fara jaye mata hijabin yana fa??in "A sanda nake da shekara ashirin a duniya na sauke Al)?ur'ani, sosai na ji kin birgeni sanda Ummi ta fa??a min kin yi saukar hadda a shekaru sha takwas, sanda na ke fama da matsalar rashin lafiya ba inda Ummina ba ta nema min magani ba, ni kaina na yi iya abinda zan i..."

&?a)?)?arfan numfashin da ta sauke sanda ya ma nononta matsar lemun tsami yasa shi dakatawa ya ra??a mata a kunne" Yi ha)?uri, ki dinga ??orani a hanya idan kin ji zan ji miki ciwo...ahhhhhh."

Shi kanshi wani wahalallen numfashi ya sauke a bazata sanda ya jaye rigar baki??aya ya dora tafin hannunshi a tsurar )?irjinta da babu abinda ya masa shamaki na daga tufafi, rintse idanu tayi shi kuma sai ya karkatar da kanshi ya saita bakinshi kunnenta ya ra??a mata "Wayyo zam-zam, kin san me? Ni fa, wayyo... kin gane? Inna lillahi wa'inna ilaihi raju'un!"

Tun ba'a kai ko ina ba, da ya so ya ??auki hankalinta da hira yadda ba za ta yi gardamar da zata kaisu ga jin ba da??i ba, sannan ba za ta tantance tsananin girmansa a lokaci guda ba, amma bai san me ya jawo masa rasa nutsuwarsa baki??aya ba, jimawar da yayi ba aure? Ko tsananin bu)?atar daya tara ta mace? Ko kuma dai lallausan jikinta mai santsi tamar na zomo da yake shafa? Ko kuma wannan ikon Allah na ?ban biyu da suke cikin tafin hannunshi ya ma rasa yadda zaiyi duk ya rikice sai zuba musu idanu yake yana matsawa tamkar zai cire mata su.

Fashewa tayi da kuka ta nemi tashi zaune dan gaskiya ba za ta juri wannan ra??a??in ba, a dai yadda yake matan nan alamu ne na idan aka ci gaba to za ta zama gawa, duk da ba ta san ya lamarin yake ba, amma dai ita ta san akwai kuskure a yadda yake mata ??in nan, ita fa gaba??aya ma jim)?ar da yake mata da wani hanzari da yake a lamarin ya gama tsorata ta, neman yake ya tona mata asiri ta hanyar )?wala ihun da zata kara??e gidan, tamkar wanda aka jona da lantarki haka yake wata jijjiga yana tafiyar da ita tamkar za'a )?wace masa ita. Da mugun )?arfin da bai san ba haka ake ba ya sake mayar da uta kwance ya rumgumota tamkar zai maidata ciki cikin fitar hayyaci da rarraba kalaman yace "Zam...zam, um um! A'a, ba yan...zu ba, ki bari na ci gab..."

A rikice ta girgiza masa kai tace "A'a na yafe, ciwo ke akwai yalla?ai, na yafe hakanan na ha)?..."

Rarako idanu tayi sanda take jin ashe wannan ??in somin ta?ine domin kuwa )?afafunta ne ta ji ya ware gaba??aya ya shige tsakiyarsu yana neman han?ara mata abinda har yanzu bata tantance me ye ba.

Kicir-kicir ta fara kokawar )?watar kanta tana neman ?arkewa da kuka dan da gaske tura mata abun nan yake son yi kuma gashi bata san me ye ya hana abun wucewa ba. Fahimtar ba zai wuce ta sau)?i ba yasa shi canza shawarar maidata kwance ya danne )?irjinta da hannu yadda ba zata kuma zillewa ba, a hankali a hankali duk da nutsuwarshi bata tare dashi, haka ya dinga shigar mata da lamarin nan da yana samun hanyar ya shiga ya bu??a bakinshi da niyyar sakin ihun da zata sa a kawo masa ??auki. Sai dai jin ihun da yarinyar tayi ya gaggauta dawo da shi hayyacinshi yayi azamar rufe mata baki tare da fa??awa jikinta ya kwanta ruf...




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Dake sabon shiga ne bai wani jima ba ya shiga tanta)?o ruwan da suka jima suna zamar masa matsala a jiki, sosai da sosai yake )?am)?ame jikinta tamkar zai rabata biyu har saida ta fashe da wani sabon kukan, dan matsar da yake mata yauin fitar da cuta a jikinshi sai ya fi mata wahala a yanzun, wani fitinannen gumi ya shiga kwaranyo masa a jiki tamkar ruwa aka watso masa, a hankali kasala ta rufe gajiya ta baibayeshi na rashin sabo. A jikacce ya kwanta gefenta tare da jawota jikinshi ya matse gam yana sauke numfashin wahala tamkat gudun ceton rai yayi, duk zufar nan a jikinta ta )?are dan a ma)?ale yake da ita. Shashe)?ar kuka take yi a hankali tana sauke ajiyar zuciya a kai a kai.

Numfashin wahala yake saukewa inda jikinshi ke da??a ??aukar zafi kanshi na neman fara masa ciwo, tunanin kar a zo wani mugun abu ne zai tarar dashi daga kwance yasa shi )?ara jawota ya rumgume bakinshi na rawa ha)?oransa na har??ewa alamar jigatuwa yace "Zam-zam...zan, zan...iya ta...shi in."

Sai maganar ta ma)?ale masa gaba??aya, a hankali ta jaye jikinta ta tusa kanta a fillow, a wahalce sosai ya tashi )?afafunshi har rawa suke tamkar ba zasu ??aukeshi ba har ya shige ban??akin da towel a jikinshi. Tana jin haka ta gyara kwanciyarta tana sauke numfashin wahala, idanunta ta li)?e gam tana jin azabar da )?asanta ke yi, cije le?e tayi tana ta numfarfashi har ta ji ya fito a ban??akin, sake ha??e jikinta tayi idanunta a rufe har ya saka kaya ya fesa turare ya dawo kusa da ita ya tsuguna yana kallonta, ??ora hannunshi yayi a kan cikinta dake shafe cikin zanin data rufe jikinta, cikin kakkarwar baki yace "Zam-zam, muje na taim...aka...mik...i."

B tre da ta bu??a idanunta ba tace "Um um, zan je da kaina."

Da sauri ya kalli fuskarta dake rufe ya dan jawo zanin rufar yace "Ayya zam-zam, kuka kikayi sosai? Muryarki har ta canza."

So tayi ta bu??e ta kalli idanunshi, to me yake nufi? Bai ji duk hargagin da tayi ba da bugunshi da take kan ya rabu da ita? Zai ce wani wai kuka kikayi? Shirun da tayi ba ta motsa ba yasa shi tallabota ya tayar da ita zaune, kakkare fuskarta da jikinta take bata so ya ganta ba kaya kuma bata son ha??a idanu da shi saboda kunya, )?afafunta ta zuro a hankali ta tattara zanin rufar ta gyara da kyau sannan ta mi)?e tsaye. Karrrrr! &?afafunta suka kwashi rana na jimawar da sukayi a bu??e a yanayin da basu ta?a tsintar kansu a ciki ba yasa )?afafun suka mata sanyi, tangal tangal tayi kamar za ta fa??i da sauri ya mi)?e ya tallabata a jikinshi, a hnkali ya fara takawa da ita zuwa ban??akin, shi kanshi )?arfin hali ne yake amma zazza?in nan neman kayar da shi yake, saida ya shigar da ita ya rufo mata )?ofar kafin ya juyo.

Da ??an sauri ya taka ya isa zuwa gadon, kayanta daya cire mata ya kwashe kafin ya tare zanin gadon yana sakarwa kansa murmushi na farin ciki da kuma tabbacin da yarinyar ta bashi cewa lallai ta bashi abinda ya fi komai, hakan yasa duk da ba soyayya ce a tsakaninsu ba amma yake jin wani girma na ta na ziyartarshi.

Duk da magani yake so ya sha ya kwanta, amma ba zai yarda ?bar da ya sa a jaraba ba tayi wannan aikin ko kuma mai hidima, aikinsa ne wannan, shi yake so yayi da kansa a )?alla ya wahalta mata, sabon zane ya shinfi??a mai fitar da sanyayyan )?amshin turaren ruwa na noor iman kafin ya koma ya ??auko mata sabin tufafin da za ta saka, sai lokacin ya zauna bakin gadon ya sha maganin zazza?i sannan ya gyara ya kwanta. Rufe idanunshi ke da wuya ta fito dan ta gama tsarkake jikinta da ruwan ??umin da ta ji kamar kar ta daina aiki da su da sabulun ruwa na toilet, rufe )?ofar tayi ta shiga sunkuyar da kanta har ta nufi kujerar da ta kwanta ??azu, kallonta yayi a sanyaye yace "Ga kaya nan ki saka ki zo ki kwanta."

Ba ta zauna ba ta nufo inda ta ga kayan, ??auka tayi ta koma ban??akin ta saka doguwar riga cd yanzu ma kuma ta mata kyau, fitowa tayi sanye da hijabinta ta aje zanin gadon a kan kujera saboda lemar dake tare da shi, a hankali ta )?araso kusa da gadon ta ??an zauna ka??an, mi)?a mata hannu yayi idanunshi a rufe yace "Kwanta."
A hankali ta mi)?o masa hannun ya kwantar da ita tamkar wata baby tare da ??ora kanta a )?irjinshi yana shafa kanta, a hankali ya fara yaye mata hijabin ba tare da ya ce komai ba, ba ta masa gardama ba ita ma dan numfashinshi dake sauka a jikinta take ji yana fito da wani hucin zafi tamkar wanda wuta ke ruruwa a cikinsa.

Gyara kwanciyarta tayi za ta tambayeshi ko bai dz lafiya? Sai kuma ta ji ya sumbaci kanta a wahalce sosai yace "Nagode zam-zam."

Jin muryarshi yasa ta sassauta muryarta data fara sisashewa tace "Jikinka da numfashinka zafi."

"Humm! Kawai ya fa??a bai sake ce mata komai ba, ba ta saduda ba ta sake fa??in" Yalla?ai, ni fa sunana Haleematu ne ko Saleema, ba zam-zam ba."

?an sautin murmushinshi kawai ta ji amma bai tanka mata ba yanzu ma, dan haka ta lumshe idanunta ta fara neman bacci, ba wuya baccin ya ??auketa ba ta kuma sanin me ke faruwa ba, amma Abdus-samad ya jima bai yi bacci ba yana ta shafar jikinta yana tunanin sauyin da ya zo lokaci ??aya haka sanadiyar yarinyar nan, dolenshi ya sa wannan rana a cikin tarihin rayuwarsa, samun lafiyarsa ita ce sila, hawansa karagar mulki ma ita ce )?ashin bayan, sannan kasancewarshi namiji a ita ce. Shi kam bai san da me zai saka mata da zai zama daidai da )?o)?arinta gareshi, da wannan tunanin har )?arfe 03:00 na dare sannan bacci ya fara ridarsa.

Ruwan da tasha a ban??aki da kuma wani )?ullewa da mararta tayi tunda lamarin nan ya ziyarceta yasa fitsari farkar da ita, duhun ??akin sannan tunda ta fito daga ban??aki ma ta kashd wutar, tashi tayi zaune ta kalli inda yake, kwantaccen gemun daya kewaye masa bakinshi ta kalla, sauka tayi daga kan gadon ta sake kallon )?ofar, gidan shiru sai kuma duhu illa siririn hasken nan sake falo, to dai ita dama ko a gida Mamanta ke rakata ban??aki, Allah yana gani indai dare ya tsala to bata iya shiga ita ka??ai.

A hankali ta sa hannu ta dadda?ashi a sanyaye tace "Yalla?ai."

Rintse idanunshi yayi sosai sannan ya bu??e ya kalleta, cike da kunya ta sinne kanta tace "Dama...ban??aki zan shiga."

?an mitsika idanunshi yayi sannan a da)?ile yace "Ki je mana."

Takwaf takwaf tayi da fuska tace "Tsoro nake ji fa, a gida Mama ke rakani."

?an waro ido yayi ba shiri yace "Rakaki?"

?aga kai tayi alamar e, iska ya feso daga bakinshi yace "Yanzu rakakin zan yi kenan?"

Jinjina masa kai tayi, tashi yayi zaune da )?yar yana rintse idanunshi da tunanin "To fa." Kallonta yayi yace "Ki kunna fitila mana, gani zaune a nan ba abinda zai sameki."

Marairaicewa tayi tace "Dare ne fa yalla?ai, ni dai tsoro nake ji."

Shiru yayi yana kallon bango tamkar mai tunani, saukowa yayi ya shige gaba ya bu??e mata ban??akin ya shige ciki tare da kunna wuta, tsaye tayi tana kalloshi hakan yasa yace "To zo mana kiyi."

Shiga tayi bayan tayi addu'a sai kuma tace "Ka tsaya daga waje mana."

"Kuma?" Ya fa??a yana tsareta da idanu, langa?e kai tayi tace "Kayi ha)?uri dan Allah kar ranka ya ?ace, ka ga dai kai sarki ne aka ce ko?"

Mi)?ewa yayi zai fita amma abinda ta fa??a yasa shi kallon a ranshi ya ayyana "Ko ne ma? Ba ta yarda sarkin bane?"

Girgiza kai yayi yana fa??in "&?uruci dangin hauka."

Zai rufe mata )?ofar kuma tayi saurin ri)?ewa tace "A'a karka rufe."

Dafe gaban goshinshi yayi yana jin yadda take neman saka masa ciwon kai a tsakiyar dare, sakin )?ofar yayi ya juya baya yayi tsaye. Saida ta kunna ruwa a fanfo suna zuba )?asa sannan ta zauna yin fitsarin wai jar ya ji saukar bawalinta???i, a sanda yake tsayen nan sai zuciyarshi ke raya mishi yau kai ma ka zama *dogari*, ta na fitsari kai kana tsaye bakin )?ofa ka'a jiranta. Wani sakaran murmushi ya sauke yana jinjina kanshi, lalle aure ma rahama ne, in ba dalilin aure ba ta ya yana sarki guda da yanzu da zai ce zai fita sai an busa sarewar dake nuna zai fita duk wa'da ya san yana cikin tawagar ya shirya, wanda kullum jikinshi a rufe yake da manyan kaya na mutumci, wanda har yanzu akwai wanda ko kashesu za'ayi ba zasu nuna mai kama da shi ba, amma gashi dalilin aure yau har yayi tarayya da wata a gado ??aya, a haka kuma yana tsare bakin )?ofar ban??aki yana gadinta. A )?asan zuciyarshi yayi godiya ga Allah da ya sa bai mutu ba shi ma ya ji abinda kowane cikakken namiji ke ji, sannan ya )?udurawa ranshi ko da babu soyayya ba zai zamar mata dodo ba ta yadda za ta kasa sakewa da shi, wannan sunayen irinsu *yalla?ai*, *ranka shi da??e*, mai *martaba* da sauransu baya son jinsu daga bakin iyalinshi, sunan da zasu nuna yana gaban hutunshi yake so ya ji, sunan da zai tuna masa ita matarsa ce kuma mafi sanin )?ololuwar sirrinsa.

Alwala ta ??auro tana fitowa ta shinfi??a sallaya, har ya zauna kan gadon zai kwanta, amma da ya ga abinda take shirin yi sai ya kalleta ta )?asan shanyayyu idanunshi dake cike da bacci yace "Me za ki yi?"

A ta)?aice tace "Sallah." Kallo na tsanake ya mata, ba zai tantance me ya ji game da ita ba, amma dai ya ji nauyi sosai, wata)?ila kuma wannan dalilin ne yasa yarinyar ta zama daban a mutane, dan fa shi ya yarda *?bar baiwa ce* tunda har ya warke ta dalilinta, mi)?ewa yayi shima ya shiga ban??akin dake zazza?in ya sauka, dama kuma na lamarin daya jigatashi ne kai tsaye, alwala ya yo shima tana ganin abinda yake shirin yi ta gyara tsayuwarta ya shiga gaba ka??an sannan suka ci gaba da