ba jarabar ganin nono na dawainia dashi, nonon nan nata fa su ke kara kid'imasa gashi sun kasa fita daga cikin kwayar idonsa, har wani ma'ajiyi na musamman nononwan nata sukayi a yanar idanuwansa da zuciarsa, ba tare da anyi shawara da gangar jikinsa ba hkn ya faru, takaici fa se kara rufeshi yakeyi, inya bude ido nononta yake gani hakama inya kulle nononta yake gani, tin a exam din farko yayi failed aiko baya tunanin dashi za a zana final exam tinda Gashi ya fadi kasa warwasa, tsabar takaici knr ze kashe knsa yakeji, se faman jan ALLAH ya isa yakeyi ga yarinyar data bari yaga jikin nata,,,kara gyara kwanciarsa yayi still Hannunshi na kan lafceciyar jelarsa, yayin da kwayar idonsa ke bude, hasken dake falon ma ji yy ya isheshi Gashi jiki babu laka balle ya iya tashi ya kashe light din..hkn ya kasance har 3:am ya gaza tashi yayi nafilfilinsa har lokaci ya tafi, se aikin tuna nonunta kawai yakeyi, shi de nono, a nan fa ya fahimci a jikin mace wato de shi yafi son nono, be taba fahimtar hkn ba se yau daya farajin sha'awah a kan karuwah! Wannan abu ya tsaya masa ga kahon zucia, da kyar ya iya yaki da zuciarshi ya tashi yana tafiya a tattalekmr dan kacia, a hk har ya isa toilet din falon, ya hada ruwan dumi, domin yin wankan tsarki, sbda gaf wandon dake jikinsa ya masa sharkaf da ruwa duk silar nonuwanta ne da yaketa tunatowa, jarabarshi tafi tsayawa a kn nonuwanta daya gansu a zallarsu wato babu bra. Ze iya cewa tinda yake a rayuwarsa be tabayin wankan tsarki ba a sanadin burarshi ta kawo ruwa ba se yau, duk a sanadin nonuwan yarinyarnan ne yaja masa wanka, yanada tabbacin ko yau ya saketa ta bar masa baqin tarihi a rayuwarsa tinda a knta sha'awarsa ta fara sauka, sbda tsabar takaici. Ya jima a cikin ruwan dumi yana iyo, kana ya iya yin wankan tsarkin hadi dana sabulu ya fito yayi alwala ya daura bathrobe har zuwa wannan lokacin gimbiyarsa bata rankwafa ba,ya fice a toilet din, yana me jin takaicin yadda burar tasa ke a tsaye, kowa na bacci amma ita yau fa bata rintsa ba dagani ma kwanan miqe zatayi k'iqam tana kallon sama, dai-dai lumawa a cikin ramin tsuliya, wannan bura tashi ta shiga tsuliya seta wuni ta kwana tana ci bata gaji ba (hasashe nefa) jallabiya ya saka da boxes dinsa guda daya akasin da guda biyu ko uku yake sawa, yau ko ya gagareshi , sbda abar a miqe take, karasawa yayi ga dadduma ya hau nafilfili kafin ayi sallarh asubah, Yana nan yana nafilfilin har aka kirayi sallarh yin asubahi, ya mike ya nufa toilet ya karayin alwala ya fito ya isa gaban madubinsa inda turarukansa da cream dinsa suke, ya dauki turarensa ya fesa a jikinsa ya dauki counter dinsa dake nan kan mirror din ya fice a dakin ya nufa masallaci, yana tafe yana tunanin nono daya gani ya gaza mantawa se daddaurewa kawai yakeyi sbda kada alwalarsa ta karye, ya isa masallaci sukayi sallarh asubahin a jam'i, dasuka idar ya dauko alqur'ani me girma, ya fara karantawa cikin kir'arsa me mugun dadih,,yana nan yana karatun har alfijir ya fara fitowa ya mike ya mayar da alqur'anin inda ya daukesa wato ma'ajiyinsa, kana ya fice a masallacin yana counting counter din hannunsa da ambaton ALLAH. Daga jiya zuwa yau har tafiyarsa ta sauya duk a sanadin jarabar ganin jikin yarinyar ko yace nono, in slowly yake tafia kmr wani wanda kwai ya fashe masa a kasan ciki. A hk ya karaso falonshi, direct ya zarce bedroom dinsa, se yaji kamshin da yakeji a side din Amihh yanawa Hancinsa gizo ba karamin ddh yaji kamshin ya masa ba. Karasawa yayi ya kwanta, kan tamfatsetsen gadonsa na alfarma dake dakin, yaja duvet ya rufe jikinsa sbda akwai dan sanyi Sanyi ga garin again kuma ga sanyin AC, se yaji garin ya masa ddh, hk kwanciar da yy ma ta masa ddh, tunanin nonon nata kuma yawaita a ranshi, kmr yadda tsanar yarinyar ke yawaita a ranshi.. Juyawa yayi daga kwanciar da yayi yana kallon rufin dakin, ya koma rufda ciki, ya dan danne kan kaciyarsa a kan bed din, sbda Duk tabi ta takura masa abinka da ba"asaba ba, dan kara danna kan kaciyartasa ya kumayi a kan bed din. "Ssssshhhh!!!!'' Ya zabura yaja yaji, duk yabi ya gigice ashe daya danna kan kaciyarsa a kn bed din bala'i ze kara kirawa knsa aiko ya kirawo gashi babu masu tarewa, ga tunanin nono fa be bar rayuwarshi ba, takaici se aikin cinsa yakeyi na tunanin nonon yarinyar daya addabesa se faman kumbura masa kan kaciya yakeyi, ya ma rasa ya zeyi da rayuwarsa, bacci yaso yayi amma ya gagaresa sbda azaba, kan kaciya da bura zabgegiya nata kumbura ina yaga ta bacci, aiko ba bacci an saci kayan uwar barawo! Duk yadda yaso ya rintsa ya gaza ga axabar sha'awa na lalumar masa mara, ga yunwa na kwakule masa ramin ciki, shi yama gaza gane kan gadon sa, notikansa fa sun fara kwancewa...bacci be kwasheshi ba har wuraren 8:am kanshi ya fara masa azabar ciwoh ga azabar tunanin nonon da yaketayi kmr kya ce dashi ma aka haifeshi ba yau ya fara ganinsa ba, yau ya fara ganinsa zece mna tinda yau ya fara jin sha'awarsa a rai! ya zamana duk uban nonuwan daya gani a rayuwarsa ba nonuwa bane, se yau ne yaga ainifin nono kindirmo! Mikewa yayi da bura a mike ya nufa toilet yayi brush, brush din nasa ma na manyan mutane ne, yafi karfin 20mnt yanayi, yayinda hannunsa daya ke kan jelarsa. Bayan ya gama brush din ya dawo dakin ya nufa frij dan samawa knsa abinda zesa a cikinsa, ko ya samu ya samu sassaucin wata kafar yayi bacci. Bude Frij din yayi ya dauko robar rufaidah yogurt ya dawo bakin gadon ya zauna ya budeta ya farasha yana wani yanga yana yatsinar baki knr mace, a daddafe yasha kadan ko rabi beshaba ya ajiye sauran a bedside, ya koma ya kwanta ya jawo duvet ya lullube jikinsa, a tunaninsa ze iya rintsawa ai nan fa yaji kmr ya kara tadawa knsa zaune tsaye ne, sbda bangaren cikinsa ya dauka seya bawa bangaren mararsa ta amsa jarabar, bura fa ta kara mikewa tsaye cir! Duk yadda yaso ya lallaba yy bacci abu ya gagara tunanin nono ya adda besa, takaici da tsanar knsa ya mamaye zuciarsa... se wuraren 10:am ya samu bacci ya sureshi, me cike da mafarkan nonuwanta. Kwananshi biyu yana cikin wannan uqubar, tinda burarsa ta mike bata kwantaba, hoton nononta be fita a farko ba a memory din dake knsa ba, kullum dashi yake kwana yake tashi, besan cewa shi lafiyayyen namiji bane a kwanaki biyunnan baya zuwa ko ina se sallah ke firar dashi, duk yabi ya tsani knsa da tsanar yarinyar.... 5:am yana kwance a falonshi Amihh ta shigo da sallahma dawowarta daga aiki kenan ko side dinta bata karasaba tayo nan falonsa dan ganin yana nan cikin koshin lafia, 2days bata ganshi ba kuma ta jishi shiru shine tazo ta dubashi ko ya tafi kanon ne ba izini ta Kirashi ta zabga masa rashin mutumci. Jin sallamar tata yasashi Saurin gyara jallabiar jikinsa wadda ta Dan kwanta ta saitin burarsa yayi hnzarin saita knsa, cikin lokaci knkani ta yadda ba a isa ba a gano halin da yake ciki ba. Amihh ta karaso ta zuba masa ido ba tare data zaunaba ta tsaya masa a kai, ya turo baki a zucia yace "Amihh rigima...anzo a addabeni kenan..." Zuba mata ido tayi, itama ta zuba masa nata idon, cikin nasa idon, ko a kwayar ido tasan yaronnan beda kunya balle Shakkarta. "Ashe kana nan..." Cewar Amihh datayi mgnr tana kare masa kallo, ya kara ramewa sumar knsa a hargitse kmr wani dan maye, jikinsa yy laushi amma fa bata gano dalilin laushin jikin nasa ba, kn fuskarsa kuma babu alamar saduda. Yatsina fuska yayi ya turo baki cikin kunkunai ya fara mgna "dana tafi kuma ace na tafi..to ko in tafin ne?'' Amihh da bata masan me yace ba saboda kunkunai yake tayi, wato alamomi sun nuna ma haushinta yakeji. "Dan knwar ubanka ka bude baki kamin mgna mna inba ga tsoro ba....'' AB'ILAL ya turo baki ya kalleta ya dauke knsa ya wani basar, dande ba kyau ne Amma fa yanajin dan haushin nata a kasan zuciarsa. Amihh ta watsa masa bnzan kallo da sexy and yum yum eyes dinta irin nata. "Mara kunyar karya kawai..." Amihh ta fadi hadi da jan kwafa. Ab'ilal ya dago ya kalleta ya kara dauke knsa yana jin takaici, yayin da abinda ya faru ya dawo sabo dal a ranshi, gabaki daya de Amihh taja masa matsifa a rayuwarsa, gashinan a daddafe yake da rayuwarsa a kwanaki biyunnan, ga takaici ga ransa, takaicin yarinyar dsna Amihhn ma. "Ya mgnr bra da pant dinne?'' Amihh ta jefo masa tambayar, seda tsigar jikinsa ya tashi, nan take ya tina uban hips dinta da tantsama tantsama din nonuwanta, se yanzuma yakeji a jikinsa be koshi ba da kallon nonon nata. Hade rai yy kmr be taba daria ba takaici da tsanar yarinyar sukama zuciarsa dirar mikiya kana ya fara mgna a hasale "Gaskia Amihh ki dena min irin game dinnan.... Ni gaskia bnson mgnr isknci..." Hajiya maryam ta zaro idanuwa waje ta rike haba da mamaki kwance a ranta da kn fuskarta tace "dan ubanka ni ce me mgnr iskncin! Ba matarka bace...." Ya dago a wulakance ya kalli Amihj jin tace wai matarshi. "Allah kyauta! Karuw.." Cikin hnzari Amihh ta kawo hannu ta bige masa baki, jin Yana koqarin cewa karuwa... Hade rai gogan naku ya karayi ya matukar jin zafin yadda ta bige masa baki, a kn wata bnza can mara Albarka. "Inka kara ce mata karuwa se naci dangin garinku....mara mutunci kawai!" Ya kalleta ya kara hade rai takaici ya kara rufeshi. *dan ubanka karka siyo pant da bra djn ka gani in zaka zauna lafia dani a gidannan... Dan bura uba mara lafia kawai!" Cikin kunar ran kalamanta na karshe ya dago ya zuba mata idanuwansa marasa kunya yace "Ni ne mara lafia Amihh?'' Hajiya maryam itama ta kara hade girar sama da kasa tace "to lafiar ce dakai dan ubanka! Ai Kai hanyar da lafiar ma tabi baka bita ba!'' Ya matukar jin zafin Kalmar ta Amihh data ce masa mara lafia, se kuma ta kara masa da wai hnyar da lafiar ma tabi shi be bita ba,,Wato fa tana nufin beda lafiar azzakari. "Ba komi ...akwai Allah..." Ya fadi da muryasa kasa kasa. Amihh ta zabura cikin matsifa da tsiwa tace "dan Dangin ubanka ni kke gayawa akwai Allah..." AB'ILAL ya zaro ido yace "ni fa Amihh ba da ke nake ba...'' Hajiya maryam ta watsa masa harara tace "ai kai zaka iya abinda yafi hk, sbda baka da kunya, ai bama ka gaji kunyar bane At all..." AB'ILAL ya zuba ma Amihh ido, tanata kara masa takaici wato shine ma be gaji kunya ba. "Ni ne ban gaji kunya ba kuma Amihh?'' Ya tambayeta Kai daji kadan shi karshene a rashin kunyar. Amihh ta zaro masa ido tace "To ka gajetan ne dan ubanka? Yayan ubanka ma ai naga ba kunyar ce dashi ba...'' AB'ILAL yayi shiru kawai gudun kada yaja zancen yafi hk dan Amihh akwai baro mgna. Yayi jim hadi da ajiyar zucia ya dago ya kalli amihh ta watsa masa harara. "Dan bura uba!" Ta zabgo masa ashar a hasale. Ya hade rai hadi da kyah kyafta mata ido, se amihh Tasha ko hararta yayi dan hk ta ce "Au ni kake harara?" AB'ILAL ya hade rai ganin abin na Amihh na neman komawa sharri yace "ni fa bn harararki nyi ba Auwal hubb,..gaskia ni wani abu na ci min zucia wlhy Amihh, kawai fa bnda yadda zanyi ne, a memakon ki barni da wannan zafin kaddarar auren da kkyimin kuma se kiyita hadamin da gori da zubar min da mutumci..." Hajiya maryam tayi murmushin takaici wato shinan har Wani mutumci gareshi. "Au Kai nan har wani mutumci ne dakai.." Amihh ta tambaya. Gogaku ya wani Hade rai da zucia duka kana yace "tinda de ni ba dan iska bane ba Ai..." "Uban waye dan iskn toh?'' Amihh ta amshe hadi da kara matsowa inda yake kwance, kn kujerar. Ya yatsina fuska kawai yayi kasa da knsa shi de tinda yasan bada ita yake ba Amma se fassarashi takeyi danta ja masa matsifa, kawai Ai Allah na gani, ya fadi a rnshi.. "ALLAH ya baki hkri .." Shine abinda ya fito daga bakinsa sbda dukya kosa da mgnr, takaicinsa na kara yawah. Amihh ta watsa masa kallon bnza hadi da Jan kwafa ta nufa hanyar ficewa a falon tana fadin ''tinda Kai ba dan iskan bane karka siyo pant da bra din da kananan kaya kaga yadda zanyi dakai..." Tana gama fadar hkn ta fice a falon ya maida idanuwansa ya rude, yana yatsina fuska, Shifa ko za ayi yaki ne shida Amihh baze taba siyo kananan kaya ba kmr wani karuwar namiji, insha ALLAH ma kwanan nan ze saki yarinyarnan ya huta sede ko tsine masan zatayi ta tsine masan, Amma shi baze zauna da karuwa ba a matsayin matarsa ta sunnah ba, ko a hk ma Aka barshi ai an zubar masa da mutumcinsa da baze taba kwasuwa ba har abadan, kwara ya saketa ya huta kafin a zubar masa da sauran mutumcin nasa daya dan rage.


Da sallahma Amihh ta shigo falonta, tana rarraba ido bataga Hilwah ba, wadda ta fita ta batta da salwah a gidan Amma tasan Salwah nada lecture a scul karfe biyu, tasan inde taje ma da wuya inta dawo ynzu hk, dayake ita tin 8:am ta fice a gidan. Direct ta karasa bedroom din salwah tasan a can zata ga hilwah idanuwanta na mararin ganinta, sbda tayi kewarta ainun. Da sallahma dauke a bakinta ta turo kofa ta shigo dakin, idanuwanta suka sauka a kn hilwah dake kwance rubda ciki a kn bed, wunin yau a bedroom din tayita sbda azabar sha'awah dake cinta, da Salwah zata tafi shine ta samu ta rubuta mata maganin ta na rage sha'awah a peper ta bata tace ta siyo mata, salwah ta amsa ta tambayeta mgnin meye hilwah tace mata mgnin sa cin abinci ne, sbda batacin abinci ne sosai, Salwah tace okay ba tare ma data tsaya ta karanta mgninba, san ita bata da bin kwakwafi. Karasawa Amihh tayi bakin gadon ta zauna ita ga tunaninta bacci takeyi, a ranta kuma tace baccin yammah?'' Hannu Amihh ta Kai ta tabata firgigit hilwah tayi batamasan Amihh ta shigo ba ta lulaqa duniar tunanin AB'ILAL, shaawarta na kara tashi. Zaune ta tashi ganin Amihh tayi kasa da knta hadi da rissinawa tace "sannu da dawowa Amihh..." Hajiyar maryam da tin tashinta zaunenn ta zuba mata ido, hadi da nazartar ta, a kwayar idonta ta gano ba bacci takeyi ba. "Yawwah Sweetheart nasha bacci kkyi? Ashe idonki biyu. Lafia de kou?'' Hilwah tace "Lafia lau Amihh..." Amihh ta sauke ajiyar zucia yayinda kwayar idonta tayi gigin sauka a kn nonuwan hilwah wadanda suke cikin riga mara nauyi tashan iska ,Amihh ta kula hilwah batason kaya masu nauyi ne sam,. Kur Amihh ta kure kan nonon hilwah da ido, sbda ganin yadda ya kumbura sosai yau ya wani bada sabon new shape, me mugun kyau, ita knta tasan akwai kaya ina maga dana miji, se Abun ya dan tsorata Amihh tasha ko ciwo ne yasa kn nonoj hilwah kumbura. Hilwah tayi kasa da knta zucia da gangar jikinta cike da kunyar irin kallon da amihh ke binta dashi.... "Ko nipple's dinki na ciwo ne?'' Amihh ta tambaya hilwah murya cike da wayewa ba kunya ma a tattare da ita..hilwah ta kasa kasa da knta, ba karamin jin kunyar Amihh takeyi ba, ko uwarda ta haifeta batajin kunyarta kmr tadda takejin kunyar Amihh,....salwah ce ta turo kofar dakin ta shigo bakinta dauke da sallahma, Amihh da hilwah suka amsa, farin ciki me haske da yawalta ya bayyana a kn fuskar hilwah, hk salwah ma ta kureta da ido,. "Ina wuni Amihh?'' Cewar Salwah data karaso cikin dakin inda Amihh take ta Rissina ta gaidata, Amihh ta amsa ba yabo ba fallasa. Salwah ta zauna nan kasan tiles din dakin tana fadin "na gaji!'' Hilwah tace mata "sannu..." Salwah ta amsa da yawwa darling...gama mgnin ki fa an samoh..." Salwah ta karashe mgnr hadi da kokarin zipping bag dinta. Gaban hilwah ya yanke ya fadi, ganin Salwah na kokarin fiddo mgnin a gaban Amihh kuma ta kura ido jin ance ga maganin data ce a siyo mata, nan take hilwah tayi nadamar ma bada saqon mgnin, gashi ta rasa yaya ma zatayi ta dakatar da Salwah daga fiddo da mgnin a gaban Amihh, tasan Amihh na ganin mgnin zata gane na rage ruwan sha'awah ne. Salwah ta fiddo mgnin a cikin leda me tambarin sunan pharmacy din datase mgnin, amma sede ledar na bayyana abinda ke cikinta amma ba sosai ba, salwah ta miqowa Hilwah, Amihh na koqarin bin ledar mgnin da ido hilwah tayi saurin Amshewa ta turashi cikin rigarta ta saman nononta, duk tabi ta kid'ime batamasan sadda tayi hkn ba, ta hau rarraba ido kmr munafuka. Ba Amihh ba hatta Salwah ido suka