manta ba kuruciyarki duk na sani da irin haukan da kikayi......Kasa tayi da kanta tana murmushi kunya duk ta dameta.


Sosai sukaci abincin yana janta da hira mussaman tasu Baba Ladidi sai ta saki jikinta tana biye masa harda kyalkyala dariya to shima wani sa'in yakan saka dariyar idan ya tuno rigimar da suke tabkawa dasu Baba Ladi a duk sanda yaje *Dabi* Dare sai ja yake Sayyada ta shagala sai surutu take tana dariya shi kuwa yana sane ya dinga janta da magana kawai sai saukar ruwa sukaji labulen dake dakin ya dinga kadawa ana iska da feshin ruwa......A zabure! ta mike tana fad'in"Ya Sadam ruwa ya hasko ashe hadari ne a garin....Hanyar futa ta nufa Yace."Ke ana wannan ruwan zaki futa dawo malama." Ki tayi ta kama kofa tana murdawa aka saki walkiya da tsawa a guje ta dawo cikin dakin tace"Wallahi ban san lokaci yaja haka dubi time fa tafada tana kallon agogon dake manne a dakin.....Ya mike yana gyara zaman towel dinshi yace."Kina zuba kamar kanya yaushe zaki sani.....Mirror ya nufa ya dauko basilin ya zauna gefan bed yana dan shafawa sama-sama tana tsaye tana kallonshi yace."Zoki dan shafa min a bayana tun sanda na fito a wanka Allah bai bani ikon shafa man ba."


Ganin ya fada maganar babu wasa yasa ta isa inda yake din ta lakato basilin din ta fara shafa masa a bayansa.


Saukar hannunta jikinsa yaji zuciyarsa ta bala'in tsinkewa tsigar jikinsa ta mike yarrrrr! lumshe ido yayi yana jin yanda take mulmula masa fata tana zura hannunta karkashin hammatarsa da wajen kirjinsa zuwa nipples dinsa idonsa ya kankance ya dinga cizon lpls dinsa yana rintse idonsa.


Ita kuwa Tsakaninta da Allah take murza masa vasilin din a sassan jikinsa sam bata fahimci halin da ya shiga......Gani yana nema ya rasa ransa ya sanya ya juyo a gigice ya 'kam-'kame ta 'kam! yana makyarkyatar jiki.....Ita tsoro ma ya bata dan ta dauka wani abun ne yasa itama ta rikeshi tamau tana sauke ajiyar zuciya.....Sai da taji yans cusa hannunsa cikin hijab din jikinta sannan ta dawo hayyacinta........A furgice ta shiga turesa tana fadin"Meye haka ka bari."


Bai san tana yi ba kokari yake ya turmusheta a gurin ta dings ture shi tana kuka "Ni ka bari bana so dama saboda haka kace na shafa maka mai ka d'agani na tafi."


A sar'ke yace."Babu inda zakije sai gobe da safe sannan ki zauna ki kula dani da bukatata ina cikin matsanancin damuwa da sha'awa."


"Ai ka bari na tare in yaso koma meye sai kayi ni dai yanzu ban iya yi maka komai gaskiya.....Ya samu nasarar zare hijan din jikinta ya dinga cusa fuskarsa tsakanin brest dinta yana sauke ajiyar zuciya da cizon baki....Ita kuma sai yunkurin tureshi takeyi tana kuka.


Sanda ya samu nasarar dorata kan bed dinsa sai ya sanya mata karfi saboda yaga kamar ba zata bashi hadin kai ba ta dinga tureshi tana fadin" Ka barni bana so kar kayi min wani abu yanzu ka bari mu tare a gidanmu


A sha'ke! yace"Wai ke meye dole sai mun tare sannan wata mu'amula zata shiga tsakanina dake waye zai gane abunda ke faruwa ni bama abunda kike tunani zanyi ba ki daina tureni kina min kuka ki kyaleni kawai nayi abuna......."Ya asalin in kyaleka to aini nace bana so dole ne." Yace."Ke! bakya so ni ina so kuma nace ni ba abunda bakya so zanyi miki ba wannan abun zamuyi me dad'i sai nasaki kinyi kukan dad'i."


Ta dinga buge buge tana ta'bara iya son ranta shi kuma yana 'kara rikicewa da aika mata zafafan kisses masu rikita lissafi.........Cikin dubara da wayo ya rabata da komai na jikinta ya shiga sarrafata cikin salonsa mai rikita lissafi


To abinka da jini da jiki Sayyada dama tayi missing din abun sosai tun tana furjewa da buge buge har ta hakura ta daina ta saki jikinta sosai suka dinga wasan soyayya da jununsu hannunta naka joystick dinshi tana murzawa shi kuma ya kafe kansa a kirijinta yana shan mamanta tamkar yaro karami yana shan daya yana wasa da daya......Duk wasu kofofi na sha'awa na Sayyada sun bude babu abunda take bukata illah taji shi a jikinta sosai yana zungurinta ni'ima taban mamaki ta dinga gudana a jikinta mutumin ya gigice sosai ya manneta a jikinsa yana shasshake kuka tasa wanda ta rasa ko na meye ya dinga lasar fuskarta yana tande hawayen dake shatata, kanshi ya mayar wannan gurin ya shiga tsotsa yana lasa tas ya tsotse ruwan dake gudana yana tura harshensa ciki yana kad'awa Mi'kewa ta dinga yi tana sakin mika da ajiyar zuciya sai shafa kansa take tana sakin nishi "Ya Sadam d'ina wayyo!!! Wani irin abu nake ji mai dad'i ahhh! kasa hannu a gurin kayi min da kyau da akwai dad'i mara misali ah! wayyo Allahana."! Ire iren sambatun da take kenan wanda ya tabbatar masa da cewa daf take da samun Stisypiend sai yayi mata yanda take so ya dinga zurkuda mata hannu a gurin yana sosa mata akwai manufarshi tayi hakan baya so idan yazo yin mai gabadaya tasha wahala shiyasa yake so ya dan bude hanyar kafin ya shigeta......sumar kansa take shafawa tana lumshe ido hade da sambatu kala kala tana cizar lebunanta........Da karfi ta dam'ki gashin kansa ta rintse ido tam! tana salati a hard'e maganar take fitowa kawai sai ya zare hannunsa ya kafa bakinsa a gurin ta kamkame jikinsa a jikinta tana sakin wani irin nishi........Bakinsa komai ya zuba kuma baiyi yunkurin zubarwa ya shanye abunsa.....Ta dinga kallonsa da shanyayyun idanunta da suga jigata suka wani kankance Gaskiya yau ta kara tabbarwa da kanta Ya Sadam son gaskiya yake mata idan bashi ba waye zai tsaya ya kula da ita har ya bata wannan dadin gashi ya kafa kansa a headquarter dinta yana shan abunda ke fitowa daga jikinta tabbas sai da so ake irin wannan soyayya......A dan sangarace yace."Zo kiyi mun irin abunda nayi miki." Ai babu musu ta mike zaune shi kuma ya kwanta plate kan bed din amma kafafunsa na kasa ta sauka kasa ta ajiye gwiwowinta a kasa ta kama ta fara wasa da ita da dukanin hannunta tana kallon yanda yake wani lumshe ido yana lasar lips dinsa sai ta tuno itama fa haka ta dingayi wai!!! wannan abu da dadi yake.....harshe tasa ta fara lasa ya saki wata lafiyyar ajiyar zuciya tace"Ya Sadam zan jiyar dakai dad'in daka jiyar dani insha Allah." Yace."Yawwa kanwata.....Sayyada ta kama tana tsotsa tana lasa tana hadawa da 'kasan gurin tana lailayawa ai kafin kice kwabo gogon ya burkice ya dinga zuba yana makyarkyatar jiki danna kanta yake sosai tana jin abar har makogwarona........Ya dinga sambatu yana shi mata albarka ita dai aikinta takeyi sosai Lokacin da zai kawo cika dakin yayi da nishi! ya mike zaune yana kara cusa mata a bakin sannan ya kamo brst dinta guda yana matsawa haka ya samu styspeind.......Cikin bakinta komai ya zuba ita ta shanye abunta tsaf! kana ta dawo kusa dashi ta kwanta suna sauke ajiyar zuciya.


NI DA YAYA SADAM


BINTA UMAR ABBALE*


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Sai da ya d'an dawo hankalinsa sannan ya Janyo towel dinshi dake gefe ya rufe jikinsa ya mike zaune da ita a jikinsa wuyansa ta sakalo shi kuma ya yunkura ya mike tsaye da ita haka suka nufi tolit suna kallon soyayya to kafin ayi wankan ma sai da suka 'bata lokaci gurin tsotsar junansu kana sukayi wanka suka fito tare dake garin ya dauki sanyi saboda ruwan da akayi sai ya dauko mata rigarshi ta sanyi tasa ta zura dogon wandonta shi kuma ya sanya jallabiya da gajeran wando suka kwanta makale da juna.


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Tun daga wannan rana suka sake d'inkewa sai wani lalla'bata yake yi yanzu ya daina mata tsawa da sauransu makaranta ma shine yake kaita ya daukota tsakaninsu babu kyara bare hantara kula suke da kansu sosai.


Ranar Juma'a Mammah da wasu kawayenta biyu suka raka Sayyada gidanta dake kinkinau! Sayyada tasha kuka sosai domin ta shaku da Mammah bayan nan kuma matar ta nuna mata kauna daso.


Karfe tara ya shigo da ledoji yana sanye da shaddar geznar milk color babu hula akanshi dake ba ma'abocin sanya ta bane sai kamshi yake zubawa kana kallonsa zaka gane a cikin zumdi yake sai murmushi yake abun sai ya zama wani iru tunda sakin fuska ba halinsa bane.


Barka da zuwa tayi masa ya amsa yana zama kasan kafet yace."jeki dauko plate muci abinci yau na yini a tsaye ko na rana ban tsaya naci ba."


Ta nufi kicin da sauri ya bita da kallo a duniya yana sha'awar hifs da godiya yake ga Allah da ya bashi mata mai fad'in kugu yana son yaga mace ta cika daga samanta har 'kasanta......


Tunda ta zauna ta lura da yanda yake satar kallonta kuma hankalinsa duk yafi karkata a kirjinta yanayin dinkin da akayi mata ne mai fadin wuya ya sanya Brest dinta suka fito ta saman rigar shi kuma sai hakan ya tafi da imaninsa abincin ma da kyar yaci tun yana satar kallonta har ya daina idanu jawur yake kallonta yana mata magana cikin sanyi sanyi.


Sayyada kam kazarta take ci tana korawa da lemo tana amsa masa maganarsa har ta kammala ta gyara gurin yana zaune mararshi na murdawa


Ta dawo ta tsaya kanshi tana nazarinsa tasan abunda ke damunsa itama tana so indai tsotes tsotse ne in zasu kwana sunayi ba zata gaji ba.


A hankali tace"Ya Sadam naga ka gani kamar ma bacci zakayi ko na hada maka ruwan wanka."?


Ya bude lumsassun idanunsa yana kallonta minti biyu ya mike tsaye yana fadin"Muje muyi wankan tare.....Ba taji komai ba suka nufi toilet din..


Wanka sukayi tare yana dai daurewa bai ta'ba komai na jikinta ba ballanta ya kasa sallahar nafila dan dai ya san ya sake ya ta'ba jikinta to kam babu abunda zai iya


Ya umarceta ta daura alwala ta fito ya rigata fita daga toilet ya sanya jallabiya hade da fesa turare kana ya gyara dadduma yana jiran fitowarta.


Tana fitowa yace."Ki shirya jikinki muyi nafila ta godiya ga Allah.......


Raka'a biyu sukayi suka sallame Sadam ya dafa kanta yana karanta adduar da Annabi ya koyar yayi daran farko ga ma'aurata sun jima haka kafin yayi mata tambayoyi game da addinin musulunci tsaf ta bashi amsar duk abunda ya tambayeta sosai yayi farin ciki da iliminta ya mike tare da fadin "To muje mu kwanta dan na gaji da yawa." Kafin tace komai ya kashe fitilar dakin.....Sai ta cire doguwar rigar jikinta ta bar jikinta da breziyya da pant haka ta nufi bed din ta shiga cikin bargon da yake lullube a jikinsa....hannunta takai kirjinsa tana shafawa ya rike hannun yana fadin"Karki tsokano ni fa yau bana son yin komai."


Bata fuska tayi ta juya masa baya.....Da sauri ya rungumo 'kugunta yana nurmushi yace"Wasa nakeyi fa yau soyayya zamu sha sosai zan nuna miki irin kalar son da nake miki.


A hankali tace"Kawai daga na ta'ba jikinka sai kace wani abu nake bukata ni bana bukatar komai."


Yace."Karya ne yarinya yanzu dana fara ta'ba nan shikkenan zaki rikice kina min sambatu in ta kama ma kiyi kuka."


Sai ta fara furje furje tana tureshi ya 'kam-'kame ta a jikinsa yana dariya da fad'in"In kin shirya nima na shirya amma nace miki wasan yau daban yake dana koda yaushe.


Lamo tayi a jikinsa tana nazarin maganarsa ya shiga shafa jikinta yana ta'ba inda yasan na rikita ta aikuwa ta sake masa jiki sosai tana sauke ajiyar zuciya....
Hannunta tasa tana shafa bayanshi da sumar kanshi da kanta ta kamo fuskarsa ta hada bakinta da nasa ta shiga tsotsa tana lumshe ido Sadam! yaji dadin yanda take kiss dinsa shiyasa yarinyar ke kara shiga ranshi saboda sam bata kunya kan wannan harkar tana jiyar dashi dadi sosai.


A hankali ya dinga gogo mata joystick dinsa a gurin yana jin danshin ruwa har ya soma gudana ya dinga kokarin cusawa a gurin a hankali a hankali yake yana kara rikita mata lissafi da soyayyarshi saman kaciyar ne kawai ya samu nasarar shiga gurin lokacin ita kuma ta farga jin wani irin zafi ya ratsata ta soma ture kirjinsa wanda shi kuma a lokacin yayi bala'in rikicewa ya zura hannunsa karkashin mazaunanta ya rikesu da kyau ya matse sosai yake kokarin danna mata sandar girmansa.....Ihu! ta saki tana tureshi murya a sarke yake fad'in"Ki bari na kusa isa gurin dad'in saura kad'an na isa!! ki daina motsa jikinki kar naji miki ciwo babu wani wuya sai dad'i da gamsuwa.


"A'a ni dai bana so gwara mu dingayin wanda mukeyi ai muna gamsuwa gaskiya ka cire mun wannan katon abun naka wallahi gurin zar farke wayyo na shiga ukuna zafi."!!!! Ya sanya hannu ya damke mata baki yana girgixa mata kansa ''Ki bari kawai kiji wannan wasan yafi wancan dad'i! ki bari ki saurara kiji yanda abun yake."!! Wannan kalmar yake nanatawa yana ta cuku cuku turmutsa mata sandarsa ita kuma sai kuka take tana hadashi da Allah......Murya na kyarma yace." Ke! wallahi yau kome zakiyi sai dai kiyi sai na kai geji sai na kai 'kololowarki wannan ruwan dake 'bullowa daga jikinsa sai naji dad'insa duk ba'kin cikinki."


Kamar ma baya cikin hayyacinsa yake maganar......"Wallahi wannan mugunta ce kasan kuwa azabar da kake gana mun Ya Sadam dan girman Allah kayi hakuri ka kyaleni."


Shareta yayi ya cigaba da tura abarsa ta dinga kuka tana kokarin kwatar kanta abun yaci tura dan dukanin karfinsa yasa ya danneta Lamo tayi tana rintse ido da cije baki na azaba.


Yana gama shigarta ita dashi suka sauke ajiyar zuciya ita ta wahala shi kuma ta dad'i....A wautarta ta dauka shikkenan ai tunda ya shigar da abarsa shikkenan sai ya zare bukatarsa ta biya kawai sai taga ya ware mata kafa ya sake shiga tsakaninta sosai ya sake matso maxaunanta da hannunsa ya kwanta ruf a kanta yana shan mamanta yana ha'karta da mugun karfi yake bugunta ga mamanta guda a bakinsa yana masa wani irin tsotsa kamar zai tsinke kan......Ihu! ta dinga saki tana hakki da kiran sunan Allah duk yanda gadon yake a girke! a gurin sai da ya dinga motsi yana 'kiyyyy 'kiyyyy! saboda yanda Sadam ya ware 'kwanjinsa a kanta yana bugunta kamar wanda ya samu shadda a mabuga.


Ji'kewa sukayi da gumi kashir'ban! Ac dake aiki a dakin bata da amfani da gumi ne ke tsiyaya a jikin Sadam fatar jikinsu ta wani bala'in had'ewa guri guda saboda tsabar yanda yana nane a jikinta kamar wani mayen 'karfe tunda ya fara abun bai tsaya ba kimanin mintuna arba'in, Sai da ya tabbatar da ya mayar da ita cikakkiyar mace sannan ya sarara mata yayi bala'in gamsuwa da ni'imar yarinyar ya dinga ji koda zai kwana akanta yanayi ba zai ta'ba gajiya ba saboda shi kadai yasan irin ganimar da ya kwasa.


Ganin yanda hawaye ya shatata a idanunta sai jikinsa yayi sanyi ya dagota jikinsa ya rungume kam yana rarrashinta da kalamai masu sanyi, cikin kulawa yace"Wannan kukan da kikayi yana sanya ina jin wani irin zafi a raina Sayyada wannan shine 'karshe so abunda ya faru a tsakanina dake ba ko wace mace ce zata samu hakan daga gurina ba, hakika kina da babban matsayi a cikin zuciyata kuma ba tun yau ba na tabbatar da cewa kece mahad'in rayuwata, wallahi duk wani mai sonki a duniyar nan bayana yabi sabida ni tun kina 'yar karamar ki nake sonki da kaunarki kiyi hakuri da halina da kuma abubuwan da suka dinga faruwa baya ba 'kiyayyace tasa nake miki wasu abun ba sone na shaida miki ke kadaice a cikin zuciyata babu wata 'ya mace da take burgeni sai ke! kuma na tabbatar da cewa ba 'karamin baiwa Allah yayi min ba da ya had'ani aure dake kin kasance matar rufin asirina Sayyada! kin rike min al'kawari kin tsare mun mutuncinki kin adana mun budurcinki wallahi banta'bajin dadin da naji ba a yau kin shayar dani zuma da madarar soyayyarki ina kara jin a raina babu mai rabani dake sai mutuwa wacce bana fatan tazo min yanzu saboda ina so inyi doguwar rayuwa daka......Ki kwantar da hankalinki ki daina kuka kinji ko."


Yanda yake 'kan'kantar da kansa yana rarrashinta ya sanya ta amince da maganar shi ta share fuskarta tana kallon fuskarsa tace"Ya Sadam naji maganar ka kuma na amince da kai amma nima ina so kayi min alkawari guda."


Yana lasar fuskarta yace."Nayi miki alkawari koma meye duk da banji daga bakinki ba."


Tace"Ya Sadam bana son kishiya dan Allah karkayi min kaji."


Ya shafa kanta a hankali yace."Ke kadai kin isheni rayuwata ta duniya dama ni sam hada mata bai dameni ba."


Ajiyar zuciya ta sauke tana kara kwantar da kanta a kirjinsa.


Tare sukayi wankan tsarki ya hada mata ruwan zafi tana cijewa ta shiga ta zauna a ciki kimanin minti biyar taji ruwan ya soma ratsa jikinta lumshe ido take bacci naso ya dauketa.........Kusan minti ashirin tayi cikin ruwan zafin ya dauketa daga ciki ya nad'ota a towel suka fito.....Rungumeta yayi a jikinsa suka kwanta bacce.


*Asubah ta gari amarya da Ango*


Washe gari Sadam shine ya kintsa gidan tsaf ya shirya musu break fast shi da kansa dariya yake wa kansa duk ya kone hannunsa gurin soya kwai shi dai babban burinsa ya burge Sayyada.


Tana zaune a palo ya fito daga kicin din hannusa rike da plate ya ajiye......"Ya Sadam sai da nace ka bari nayi da kaina ka'ki gashinan ka 'kona hannu."


Yace"Waye ya fad'a miki na 'kona hannu ke dai kawai zoki ci abinci kiji ba irin naki ba."


Dariya tayi ta sauko daga kan kujera a hankali dan har yanzu gabanta zafi yake mata......Ya hada mata tea me kauri ta dauka tana sha suna hira tace"Ya Sadam yau ba zaka futa bane."? Yace."Ina naga ta futa kina wannan yanayi zanyi sati banje aiki ba zanyi ta jinyarki har sai kin warke."


"Ni ko yanzu ma kayi tafiyarka gurin aiki lafiyata lau kuma za'ayi jinyata." Yace."Shikkenan tunda gurin ya samu lafiya muje in 'karayi." Ta maka masa harara tana fadin"Tabb! ai zaka dad'e bakayi ba wallahi dan ni kadai nasan irin wahalar da nasha."


Fuska ya marairace a hankali yace."Kar muyi haka dake sai da kika