ta fada tana haki kamar wadda tayi tseren gudu,mirgina kanta kurum take,ta rasa wanne tunani zatayi daga cikin tuna nukan da suka cushe a qwaqwalwarta,me yake son canza aliyyun?ko kuma me ya canza shi din ma? Aliyyun da yace bai sonta?aliyyun da yace bazai taba qaunarta ba koda wani lokacine a anan gaba?me yasa yake son jikinta koda yaushe?bata da amsar kuma babu mai amsa matan


Sai da ya ritsata taci abincinta kamar yadda yake mata ko yaushe,ya jawo ledar da ya shigo da ita ya tura mata" I think jibi ne bikin bude company,ga kayan da zakiyi amfani da su nan" "thank you ta fada cikin sassanyar murya kanta a qasa don kallon da yake mata yana takurata matuqa


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Da qyar yake iya jan numfashinsa saboda azabar da yakeji yana ciki,ji yake idan bai kasance da ita ba kamar zai iya mutuwa,shi kansa yaga matuqar qoqarinsa a yadda yana yin halittarsa yake,wata hudu babu wani abu yana cikin matsananciyar sha'awa?,yana cikin matsanciyar buqata mai tarin yawa,baisan sanda ya sanya hannunsa ba ya janyota a gigice ya matseta gam wanda hakan shi yayi sanadiyyar farkawarta,tayi tsam tana jin yadda yake nishi numfashinsa na kaiwa da kawowa da sauri da sauri tamkar yana shirin kufce masa,bata kawo komai ba cikin ranta illa tunanin ko ciwon cikin sa ne ya tashi?


A gigice ya birkitota sukayi face to face,lullubeta yayi cikin ingarman qirjinsa,saqonni ya soma aika mata masu zafi da tafiyar da hankali wanda shi kansa ya manta da wasu sai a alokacin,tuni saqonninshi suka girmi hankalin fadila,ganin yana neman wuce gona da iri ta soma yunqurin qwatar kanta cikin kasala saidai sam ko motsawa ta gaza yi ya aza mata nauyinsa,loko sa saqo ya dinga bi yana lashewa hadi da rabata da duk wani abu da zai raba tsakaninsa da fatar jikinta


Tamkar a mafarki take gani,sosai taga lamarin na aliyyu da gaske yake gaba daya kamar baya duniyar ya gama fita daga ainihin aliyyun ya burkice mata baya ji hakanan baya gani,tabbas yana so ya mata abinda ta dade tana tsoro da fargabarsa,ganin dan qarfinta bazai amfana mata komai ba sai ta koma magiya da roqonsa yayi haquri,tamakar da dutse take magana ko wani kurman bebe,tuni ya gama rabata da komai na jikinta sai 'yar mitsitsiyar vest da ta rage ajikinta wanda ita kadai dama ta sanya don bata kwanciya da brassiere sai tasa vest mai dame jiki, "pleeeeaaaaseeee aliyyu zaka jimin ciwo,pleeaasee kayi haquri don Allah" hannu tasa tana rufe qirjinta saboda babu wani abu da vest din ta kare na surar qirjinta,dukiyar fulaninta ta cicciko cikin vest din sunyo


Da hannunsa daya yasa ta riqe hannayen nata biyu yasa daya hannun ya tsarge vest din gida biyu ya zareta ya wurgar,tuni dukiyar fulanin ta bayyana,wani iriyar gigicewa yayi laushi da santsin fatarta ya kusa zautar da shi,bai taba karo da qirar da ta taba tafiya da imaninsa ba irin ta fadilan tuni ya sake haukacewa kamar mayunwacin zaki,kamar akuyar da ta shiga garken tumaki,magiya da roqon taga sunqi tasiri gaba daya akan aliyyu sai ga barke da kuka,a hankali ya dinga lashe duk wani hawaye da ya biyo kuncinta bai bari ko guda ya diga a aqasa ba,sannu a hankali ya dinga kashe mata duk wata gaba ta jikinta da wani irin salon soyayya da bai taba gwadashi kan wata diya mace ba,komai nata ya saki ya zare mata duk wata ragowar qarfi da kuzari da ya rage mata


Sai da ya soma aiki tuquru sanan ta soma gane kurenta,ihun kuka ta soma saki a maimakon hawaye zallah,kuka take mai hade da ihun,hawaye da majina kuwa tuni suka hada kogo bisa fuskarta,cizo da yakushi kuwa har sai da ta gaji don kanta,tuni yayi nisa cikin duniyar da bai taba koda giftawa ta kusa da ita ba,ya shiga wata duniya mai wuyar fassarawa a gareshi,tuni sukayi hannun riga da wani abu da ake kira hankali,tun fadila na fahimtar halin da take ciki har ta soma gane komai a hankali idanunta suka rufe duhu ya mamaye mata idanu,dif komai ya dauke mata ba tare da aliyyu ya sani ba


Gefe ya koma ya yashe tare da matseta gam cikin jikinsa ji yake kamar ya tsaga qirjinsa ya maidata ciki,sosai ya rushe da wani irin kuka tamakar qaramin yaro,karo na farko sa hawaye ya zuba a idanun Aliyyu haidar ta silar fadila tun bayan da ya mallaki hankalin kansa,tuni hawaye sukayi male male bisa fuskarsa fadi yake a zuciyarsa har ma a fili "alhamdulillahil lazi bi ni'imatihi tatimmus saalihat (godiya ta tabbata ga ubangiji wanda da ni'imarsa ne abubuwa masu kyau suke cika)ashe har yanzu akwai mata masu kai budurcinsu gidan mazajensu?ashe zai samu wannan abun mai daraja?ashe dama babbar kyauta Allah yayi masa?ashe baiwa ce babba a cikin gidansa bai sani ba?ashe gata abbansa yayi masa?ashe soyayya abban nasa ke masa ta gaskiya?....ashe din ta aliyyu a lokacin mai dama ce,nadamarsa mai tarin yawa ce,kuka yake sosai da hawaye masu tarin yawa kwance bisa fuskarsa


Wani abu mai girma yaji yana ratsa shi game da ita wanda tunda yake bai taba jin makamancin hakan ba,ya dago da fuskarta yana kallonta,wani tausayi so da qauna girmamawa da kunyarta suka rufeshi masu tsananin tasiri,ga shatin hawaye nan bisa fuskarta da suka bushe sukayi alama,sai a lokacin yaji baijin sukar numfashinta,yatsunsa ya sanya saman hancinta yaji dif babu alamun fitar numfashi,a gigice ya zareta daga jikinsa ya wuntsulo daga kan gadon da gudu yayi parlour,freezer ya bude ya dauko ruwa,jikinsa na rawa ya balle murfin ruwan ya kwarara mata kan fuskarta,wani dogon numfashi ta ja hadi da saukar da ajiyar zuciya mai nauyin gaske,muryarta can qasa qasa yadda bi jiyota sai da ya zauna tsakiyar gadon ya dagota ya mannata da jikinsa yaji tana fadin "please kayi haquri kada ka qara" qwaqumeta yayi ya dora habarsa tsakiyar kanta "relax am not going to repeat it" jikinsa shi kansa rawa yake har yanzu,ajiyar zuciyar yake saki shima a kai a kai tamkar marayam da ya ci kuka ya qoshi,kana kallonsu a lokacin dukkansu sai sun baka tausayi dukkansu sun koma kalar tausayi


Azabar da fadilan keji ya sanyata sakin wani sabon kukan mai ban tausayi,radadi sosai take ji kamar ana yankarta a gun,sake rufe ta yayi ruf da qijinsa yana cewa cikin rawar murya da ta jiki "am sorry fadila am sorry please"


Duk da tana jin jiki kalaman sun bata mamaki,aliyyu?,aliyyu ne?"a hankali yake dauke hawayen nata da harshensa yana shanayesu gami da shafa kanta zuwa bayanta alamun lallashi yana fadin "am sorry...am sorry"abunda bakinsa kawai ke iya nanatawa kenan kamar karatun sallah,sunfi minti arba'in a haka dukkansu suna sakin ajiyar zuciya,ita bacci ya fara dauka don shi kam ko alamaunsa bai ji,a hankali ya zamar da ita ,ido ya zaro ganin yadda jini yayi face face kan farin bedsheet din,tausayinta ya sake kamashi,shi kansa yasan bai mata kadan ba,ya riga ne ya fita daga hayyacinsa,hannu yasa ya yaye shi gefe ya kwantar da ita a ahankali don kada ya tasheta yaja mata bargo ya lullubeta,yasa hannunsa ya kama mata gashinta da ya yamutse gaba daya ya daure mata shi guri guda,fuskarta da tayi fayau ta bayyana a dan hasken fitilar gefan gadon


Zaman dirshan yayi yana gadinta duk wani motsi nata na kan idonsa,ranar duk qwarewar bacci kan iya sata haka ya haqura yabar aliyyu,har asuba yana zaune dirshan idanunsa na kanta tana wani wahalallen bacci


*mrs muhammad ce*


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*WRITTEN BY SAFIYYA ABDULLAHI MUSA HUGUMA*
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*PART 2*


5⃣3⃣&5⃣4⃣


Jinta kawai ruwan zafi na ratsata,a gigice ta farka saboda azabar zafi,a rude ta qwalla wata gigitacciyar qara duk da muryarta a da she take,ta riqe hannunshi sosai tana sheshsheqar kuka "calm down please,u wil get fine,pain din da kike ji zai ragu" ya fadi cikin taushin murya da kwantar da kai,ba yadda ta iya haka ta maida jikinta tayi laqwas tana jin yadda zafin ruwan ke ratsata har gun ciwonta,a hankali ta dinga jin zafin na dan raguwa sai a lokacinne kuma ta fara lura ashe haka aliyyun ya sunkutota babu komai a jikinta,hannu tasa tana kakkare qirjinta


Shi din ma tun dazun yake qarewa halittarta kallo tana ci gaba da attract nashi ji yake kamar ya maidata ruwa amma raunin da yayi mata shi kansa ya san yayi barna,hankalinsa ya bar jikinsa ne however ma baiyi zaton zai sameta da virginity dinta ba,sai da yayi matuqar kai zuciyarsa nesa kan fadilan saboda yadda surarta ke fusgar hankalinsa,ba halitta ce da zaka iya kalla sau daya ka kau da kanka ba,wanka yayi mata ya nadota a towel kamar wata baby ya maidota daki,kunya babu kalar da fadila bata jita ba yau,shi yasa mata pant har da brassiere tana ta ture hannunsa kan ya qyaleta zata sa saidai yace "am sorry ki barni kawai,ba zaki iya komai ba" ta rasa wacce iriyar rashin kunya ce da aliyyun,doguwar riga ya zira mata harda hijabi ya shimfida mata dadduma sai da yaga ta hau sallayar sannan ya shiga nasa wankan


A kwance ya dawo ya taddata kwance saman abun sallar,komawa taga yayi ya ciro wasu capsule ya zaunar da ita ta sha sannan ya tayar da sallah,tuni bacci ya sake dibarta kafin ya idar nan kan abun sallar ko azkar din ma bata samu tayi ba,cak ya dauketa a hankali don kada ya yada ta kan gadon ya maidata ya zare mata hijabin sannan ya ja lallausan bargon ya rufeta zuwa wuyanta,zaman dirshan yayi kusa da ita yana kallonta tamkar an bashi assignment a kanta,wani abu ke ci gaba da ratsa zuciyarsa,sosai baya ga qauna yake jin qimarta da darajarta na sake linkuwa cikin zuciyarsa,tunaninsa mai zaya mata a duniya tukuici zuwa ga tarin kyautatawarsa gareta?,me zaya mata wanda zai saka mata kan wannan baiwa tata yau da ta masa kyautarta dungurun gum,kyautar da bai taba katari da makamanciyarta ba?,dame zai faranta ranta da shi a fadin duniya?,she deserve anything


Qarfe takwas na safiya a gogon garin har lokacin baccinta take gashi fitar dole ta kamashi saboda yau baqinsa zasu soma isowa,dole shi zai kama masu hotel da zasu zauna andi kuma aikin da ya basu yayi yawa bare ya hada masu da wannan,ga mukhtar (abokinsa ne na kusa)bai qaraso qasar ba bare ya hada shi da aikin,don haka fiya ta kamashi dole,idan banda wannan dalilin kam baijin akwai abinda zai fidda shi daga gidan yau,ya gama shiryawa tsaf cikin suit kamar yadda ya saba sai da ya shiga kitchen ya hada mata tea ya zuba cikin flask ya soya mata chips da qwai ya hada da cups yayi dakin don kada ta tashi babu abinda taci,ya qaraso bakin gadon bayan ya ajjiye tray din kan 'yar locker din nan ta bedside yana sake kallonta,baccin take kawai ko motsawa batayi,shi kansa yasan dole ne kam tayi bacci,ya zira hannunsa a hankali ya sake maida mata gashinta gefe,karon farko cikin nutsuwarsa ya sanya tattausan lebensa ya sumbaci goshinta sannan ya maida leben nasa saman nata leben masu taushi da siranta,ya dan jima yana sheqar hucin numfashinta dake shiga hancinsa yana masa dadi yana jin kamar tana qara masa wata ruyuwar ne ta musamman


Hot kiss ya bata wanda sai da yasa tadan motsa kadan ya miqe yana sake kallonta tare da hade tafin hannunshi da nata,baya son fitar ko kadan,ya sani tana da buqatar kulawa,sai da ya qoshi da kallon nata sannan can qasan maqoshinsa yace"i will back soon" tamkar yana magana da wadda ke idanunta biyu,ya fice a dakin yana waiwayenta hadi da ja mata qofofin gidan


Cikin ayyuka yake da mutane saidai duk wani motsi da zaiyi qwaya daya tana manne cikin zuciyarsa,kaf hankalinsa na gida gangar jikinsa ce kawai a nan,har wasu abubuwan mancewa yake maimakon ya fadi sunansu sai yace "fadilah",sai kuma yace musu "am sorry I mean kaza.....",Allah Allah yake ya kammala abinda zaiyi ya koma gida saidai yana murna ya kammala sai kuma wannan ya bullo dole haka yake sake zama yayi settling


Da kanta taji ta qoshi da baccin ta farka bakinta dauke da addu'ar tashi daga bacci *"Alhamdulillahil lazi aa faani fi jasady waradda alaiyya ruhi wa'a zina li bizikrihi"*,tayi niyyar miqewa kamar yadda ta saba saidai jin yanayin jikinta da ya canza shi ya tuno mata abinda ya faru da ita jiya tsakaninta da aliyyu


Daki daki komai ke dawo mata,tana tuno moment din tar cikin kwayarta *"wanne turare kike amfani da shi?"* tambaya daya da ya maimaita mata ita sau biyu kenan a jiya,sannu a hankali tunaninta game da turaren ya soma dawo mata *"hasbunallahu wa ni'imal wakeel"* ta fadi cikin zaro ido da matsananciyar faduwar gaba,da sauri ta diro a gadon tuni ta mance wani ciwo da take,kai tsaye gun jakarta ta nufa inda taje rataye,tasa hannu ta cirota cikin rawar jiki ta soma laluben turaren ta ciroshi hadi da zuba masa ido tamkar yau ta saba ganinsa


Da sauri ta daga jakar ta zazzage ta kafataninta,dukkayan ciki suka zubo,tarkacen magunguna da suka siya ne gun fa'iza,wannan turaren da nake shafawa shine?shine wannan turaren mahadin magungunan?" Jakar ta saki qasa hadi da komawa baya ta zauna kata ta dafe hadi da sakin wani irin kuka mai cin rai, _*"saboda sha'awa aliyyu ya tara da ita ba don so ba?turare shi ya ja hankalinsa kanta ba qauna ba?me yasa nayi gaggawar baiwa aliyyu kaina ne?me yasa na amince na yaudari kaina? Tabbas aliyyu bai sona kuma ta yarda bazai taba sonta din ba"*_,jikinta ne ya burgeshi ko me? Ta ci gaba da fada cikin zuciyarta,tuni ta gama sarewa,ta gama yankewa kanta qauna da zama tare da shi,babu irin abunda bata gwada ba amma babu nasara to sai yaushe?sai yaushe nasarar zata zo mata ne? Da gaske kenan hasashen anty hafiza na zai soki fadila wataran son da bai taba tsammani anawa wata diya mace irinshi ba,ai babu *wanda yasan gobe sai Allah* ya zama mafarki........?,tana jin wannan karon ya zama dole ta zare aliyyu daga cikin tsarin rayuwarta,ya zama dole ta rabu da shi haka nan ya zama dole ta nisanceshi,ta gama yin duk abinda ya kamata tayi.....ta gama duk abinda zata iya....ta gama bashi kuma duk wani abu da take da shi,kulawa.....tattali....tausayi da soyayya......kai harma da jikinta da zuciyarta gaba daya amma aliyyun ya gaza samuwa,to me yayi saura?,bata da wani ragowar abun bashi banda ta bar masa sararin rayuwarsa itama ko ta samu salama?


Cikin azama tamkar ba mai ciwo a jiki ba ta hada kan kudaden(yuan) da ya jima yana bata su har take ganin basu da wani amfani a gurinta,ta bude locker da ta ajjiye passport dinta ta dauka,har ta juya tana shirin fita sai ta dawo da baya a hankali,ta yagi paper cikin takaddunshi ta dauki biro ta ja dressing chair ta zauna,tafi minti biyar da dora alqalamin kan takaddar saidai hawayen da ya cika mata ido ya soma diga kan takaddar ya hanata ganin komai,ta miqa hannunta ta yago tissue ta tsane hawayen sannan ta samu damar ganin ta,cikin kasala kamar mai ciwon 'yan yatsu hannayenta suka soma rubuta abinda ke qunshe qasan zuciyarta




*amincin Allah a gareka*


*duk da na sani cewa saqona ba wani abu bane da zai dameka ba,domin kuwa ina tsammani irin saqon da ka dade kana tsammani daga gareni*


*aliyyu na soka irin son da ban taba yiwa wani halittar da namiji ba a duniya ba,na soka tun kafin na gama sanin wane ne kai,na soka son da ban yiwa kaina shi ba,na soka a fili na soka a boye*


*saidai kash! Aliyyu ka qini qin da ban taba ganin ka yuwa wata halitta shi ba,ka tsaneni tsanar da na gaza canko mai na maka da zafi haka a rayuwa?,ka qinin ne kamar yadda ka fadamin gaskiyarka tun farko kace baka sona kuma ba zaka taba sona ba hakanan kada nayi tsammanin kuma cewa wata rana ko anan gaba zaka soni*


*A lokacin na dauki zancan tamkar tatsuniya,na dauki zancen tamkar wani labari da wata rana zai iya shafewa ya gushe,ashe na tafka kuskure,nayi kuskure ba dan qarami ba,nayi abinda ni zan gushe ba zancanka ba,ashe ba zaka sonin ba har abada kamar yadda kace din,naji...na gani na kuma gamsu aliyyu...dama hausawa sunce jiki magayi,haka din ne ni ganau ce ba jiyau ba*


*a yau na rabu da kai aliyyu kamar yadda kake bege....na fita a rayuwarka kamar yadda kake muradi.....,wata qila lokacin da kake karanta wannan saqo na dade da fita daga rayuwarka,kuma na yima alqawarin fita fita ta har abada.....koda sonka zai samo sanadiyyar daina numfashina a duniya,I promise I leave yiu forever.........😔*


*na sani ko ban roqeka ba abu ne mai sauqi in samu sakina daga gareka,to ina fata zata zamo rubuce jikin takarda don samun shaida ta kuma samu isuwa zuwa ga magabata na,na gode da jurar zama da kayi da halittar da baka so cikin inuwa guda.......na gode da da ci...sha.....suttura da ka dinga bani ba tare da zulunci ko gajiyawa ba thanks for everything,na gode na gode....🙏🏻*


*fadila Abbas bashir*


Ta ninke wasiqar cikin wani irin kuka mara sauti mai azabar cin zuciya da azabtar da rai,gefan pillow din da ta tashi ta ajjiye ta,cikin azama ta rataya jakarta ta fito hadi da jan qofar gidan,tana son koda sallama ne tayi da maqotan arziqi nadiya da mr lin amma bata son su fahimci wani abu har suyi yunqurin tsaidata,zuciyarta ta riga ta qeqashe duk radadin da ciwonta ke mata hakan bai dameta ba burinta kawai ta baf qasar,burinta ta fice a qasar ta china da take kallonta baqiqqirin


Tana bayan taxi din ta ciro katin tana dubawa ta fada masa address din inda zai kaita branch ne na kamfanin ethopian airline taje ta fara rage bucking tunda tim din fitarta a qasar bai cika ba,cikin lokaci qanqani suka qaraso tace masa ya jirata yanzu zata fito


Tana tsaye a gabansu cike da matsananciyar damuwa tana ta sharar qwalla,tsananta adsu'arta take ya Allah yasa ayau ta samu damar ficewa a qasar,burinta kawai ta nisanci aliyyun,bata son ta ganshi bare sonsa yasa ta karaya ta ci gaba da zama da shi,ma'aikacin dan qasar sin din na sake sauri gun duba mata jirgin da zai tashi yana sake bata baki cikin yaren English kasancewarsu masu girmamawa da tausayi ,cikin sa'a aka samu saidai zai sauka a ehopia kamar yadda aka saba sanann ya qarasa da su nijeria garin *kano*,sit daya ne ya rage